So many new changes are headed our way. The first BIG news is we might have a buyer for our home in AZ. I can't tell you how excited I get just thinking about the possibility of being free of that home. Don't get me wrong, that house means so much and will always be KC and I's first home together, it's just we haven't actually lived in it for over 7 years! And well I'm at the point where I just want to settle down for a while
and buy a house here, one that we could actually live in ourselves. So
we are praying that the sale goes through soon, although you never know
what could happen right?
The less exciting news is I have officially started back at school. I've been at this whole online classes thing on and off for about 7 years as well and I am just dying to get it finished and get my degree already! So I am taking 2 classes that are gonna be extremely tough for me. I don't know why but for some reason I am feeling overwhelmed with not being able to understand this material. I feel like after Lachlyn was born, a big part of my brain kinda just went away and in came new thoughts, new memories, new life, new mama stuff. So it's gonna be interesting getting back into writing 20 page essays in APA format, tests, and well having deadlines.
The third more exciting and nerve racking news is I will start my new job in September! I am excited to get back into my field, especially because I will be able to pick and choose how much I want to work. It's pretty great really. The tough part is going to be the first 3 weeks of my training. I will be working 3 days a week -- I know big deal right?!-- but for me, with everything going on it's really stressing me out. And just thinking about being away from my littles for 9+ hours just makes all my past memories flood back. Add in having to take them to day care and the fact that Lachlyn has yet to be ok with us leaving her for just 1 hour in her Sunday school class, and well it's gonna be a extremely hard transition. Being a working mom is probably the toughest job around. Taking on 2 roles, the guilt for both kids and work, and just trying to balance it all. I know that in a few years I will be back at it in full force, so in the mean time I want to make the best of everyday I have home with my kiddos.




















































